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A Letter to a Lucky Man
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A Letter to a Lucky Man
Thomas Jobling
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Dedication
Chapter 1 : Light Over Dark
PART 1
Chapter 2 : Hello Curtis
Chapter 3 : The Early Years
Chapter 4 : Life After Death
Chapter 5 : Cardinali Transport
Chapter 6 : A Meeting of Minds
Chapter 7 : Pendulum
Chapter 8 : My Girl, Me and the Reverend
Chapter 9 : The Rose Bud Café
Chapter 10 : Dear John...
Chapter 11 : Words of Wisdom
Chapter 12 : Closure
Chapter 13 : Meeting Red-Fred
Chapter 14 : Responsibility and Brick Walls
Chapter 15 : A Face in a Crowd
Chapter 16 : Red Mist – Blue Light
Chapter 17 : Jacqueline Raven
Chapter 18 : Relationship
Chapter 19 : Proposal
Chapter 20 : Leap of Faith
Chapter 21 : Cue Opportunity
Chapter 22 : Phoenix
Chapter 23 : New Brooms
Chapter 24 : Fast Tracking
Chapter 25 : Change of Circumstance
PART TWO
Chapter 26 : Jinxed?
Chapter 27 : Flashbacks
Chapter 28 : A Mistress and a Plastic Bag
Chapter 29 : Body in a Bunk
Chapter 30 : Rendezvous and Revenge
Chapter 31 : Purple Ink
Chapter 32 : Prodigal
Chapter 33 : Dark Times
Chapter 34 : A Lucky Man
Acknowledgements
Also by Thomas Jobling
About The Author
Copyright
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Reviews for A Letter to a Lucky Man
If you read Tom Jobling’s latest novel on holiday you’ll hope it rains every day. A Letter to a Lucky Man is not merely a deftly plotted read-at-one-sitting thriller, but a warm and human, rite of passage tale that charts the journey of a boy to mature adulthood as he grapples with the choices that could throw him off course. The humble and modest hero thinks himself lucky, but luck is a choice, and it’s not easy to make the right choices, or even be honest, in a world where most get by taking the line of least resistance. Uplifting throughout.
DAVE SELBY: Columnist, Practical Boat Owner
“From the crashing start, through upwind stretches and downwind easy times, Jobling’s story of the three generational Cardinali family keeps us on our toes till the gentle end.”
BETTY ARMSTRONG, freelance maritime journalist & correspondent for afloat.ie
“Thomas Jobling uses his personal experiences and his knowledge of the seas and the dramatic headlands of Northern Ireland’s Antrim coast to spin a fascinating tale, whereby a family man and leader of industry gets involved with some unsavoury individuals and ultimately becomes a police ‘person of interest’.”
TONY KENNEDY, Chair of the John Hewitt Society
Dedication
For Stanley Jobling:
Thinking about you wee man, always.
Chapter 1 : Light Over Dark
Jacqueline was still in a strop as she wedged the selection of stone-baked pizza’s into the passenger well of the Mercedes. Her focus quickly moved to their delivery, still warm. She pressed the appropriate button and directed the full blast of the car’s heater onto and around the cardboard boxes. Satisfied her cargo was secure, she flicked the wipers onto the fastest setting and banged the light-stock onto full beam.
‘Typical,’ she said in futile frustration at the County Antrim weather’s return to its usual rain-sodden state. Anxious to be back among her family, she put her foot down. The squeal of the tyres confirmed that the Merc could fairly go.
So focused on making up time, she was unaware of a large vehicle tail-gating her until its cab-mounted spotlights flicked on and blinded her. She shouted out while attempting to switch her rear view mirror to anti-glare. ‘What the..! What the heck’s this all about?’
She accelerated. The menacing vehicle kept tight behind her, like some predatory beast stalking her smaller but surely faster, Mercedes. Instinctively she started to take more definitive action. She throttled back. Slowing dramatically to allow herself to be overtaken. But the lights dropped back, maintaining their position, right on her tail.
She figured the driver may have fallen asleep, or worse, was drunk. Oh God, driver, what the hell are you playing at? Her lone female instincts kicked in. I need to get away. I need to get away from this, now!
If she couldn’t force whoever was following to overtake, then she’d put more distance between them. Before sinking the accelerator she dabbed the brake pedal, allowing the red glare of her tail lights to illuminate the road behind. She couldn’t be sure; maybe a Land Rover, a big Jeep or similar SUV. Probably black, certainly she sensed, angry. ‘WHY?’ Why me?
She planted her right foot hard on the accelerator and the automatic gearbox responded. The engine revved and the Mercedes picked up almost instantaneously. But so did her pursuer, and faster than she had expected. The lights from behind filled her car’s interior. She realised she was suddenly very frightened. She looked again to her rear view mirror in time to see the whole of the back window filled with the grill of what she now knew was a Jeep. A Cherokee? That realisation arrived at the same time as a massive shunt. The inertia-reel seatbelt locked instantly, it bit hard into her shoulder. Her head slammed back into the head-rest, then whipped forward. She yelled out and instinctively pushed down harder on the accelerator but an approaching sharp bend forced her to lift off. Pain flooded down through her. She concentrated harder.
Tyres squealed. The German estate car lay hard into the corner, sliding, hanging on, like a cheetah trying to corner on a dusty savannah. Jacqueline’s years of motor-sport competition instinctively took over. She applied opposite lock. The car straightened and held on. The gap to her attacker opened, slightly. Sweat coursed down Jacqueline’s face. She retained a white-knuckle grip on the wheel and was strangely conscious of the hammering of her heart within her chest. Concentration was total. Another bend was illuminated in the spread of the headlights. Again, she had to ease up. Another glance into the mirror and she realised that her pursuer was not going to stop!
The Jeep caught the Mercedes on the near-side rear panel, shoving it into a full slide. Regardless of how Jacqueline counter steered, the car carried its own momentum. She could do nothing else but grip the wheel even tighter as the car slewed into a 360 degree spin. Somehow, as it careered across the road, she managed to divert it away from the oncoming lights, thus minimising a full head-on collision.
An explosion of airbags knocked Jacqueline semi-unconscious as she and her husband’s car glanced off the approaching vehicle, slammed into a roadside bank before flipping over into a lazy, unhurried, almost graceful barrel-roll. Dropping down a steep incline the now mangled wreck and the mother of two boys – who would not be getting their take-away tonight – came to an abrupt stop within a clump of young saplings. Its headlights like twin lasers, reached up into a tar black sky. The high revving roar and fumes from the engine shattered the tranquillity of what had been a countryside asleep.
Jacqueline hung inverted, held by her seat belt, ‘cushioned’ by the slowly deflating air bags. None of this had been her fault. Her mind raced as her body drifted between unconsciousness and searing pain: Who drove the Jeep? Why me? Curtis, Curtis Cardinali; where are you? Jacqueline let out a scream as footsteps rustled towards her.
‘Hello, hello, can you hear me, anyone...’ called a female voice.
* * *
At the scene of the incident the forensic team were busy. Witness
statements were taken from the uninjured occupants of an elderly VW Golf. They however, had offered very different views. Its driver seemed unable to coherently detail the events, continually ranting about boy-racers. The passenger, a young woman, had provided a more accurate report. She had attempted to drag the distressed lady from the wreckage of the Mercedes. She had reported to one of the attending officers that before the casualty blacked out and between screams of pain, she’d been mumbling, ‘Jeep…black…shunt…pizza…my boy…my boys…Jeep!’ Apologising for how useless she felt at being unable to free the driver from the wreckage, she did confirm that it was indeed her, who had killed the engine and as far as she could tell, the lady was the sole occupant.
‘You probably saved her life. Can you smell the fuel?’ asked the first-responding paramedic.
The young woman nodded and requested that her best wishes be passed to the lady... if she survived.
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Having established that it was indeed a three-vehicle-incident the investigation moved to unearth the whereabouts of that missing vehicle. Tyre treads and skid marks, debris, impact damage and a multitude of other data had been measured, tested and analysed. The team seemed convinced that the black paint marks may eventually tell their own story; but not quickly. However, a smashed white number plate, from neither of the remaining vehicles at the scene had very quickly provided vital information. The rogue car had indeed been black, and big. A Jeep Cherokee as the Mercedes’s driver had, in her delirium, guessed.
Equally quickly, a registration check identified who the Mercedes belonged to. Immediately another two police officers were dispatched to the near-by address of who they presumed to be the driver’s husband, Curtis Cardinali...
PART 1
Curtis Cardinali’s own story – from birth to...
Chapter 2 : Hello Curtis
Phyllis Cardinali gave birth just after midnight. Her husband Ricardo, known to all as Ricky could hardly believe the year he was having. First his beloved Tottenham Hotspur had gained promotion by winning the Second Division title and now Ricky had, following a fearful drive through a wind battered Northern Irish night, delivered his wife – who was well into labour – to the local cottage hospital’s maternity wing. But if he had expected to be treated as some kind of pregnancy hero, he was in for a big surprise.
As Phyllis was whisked away, Ricky had been summarily instructed by a humourless portly night porter to remove his Hillman Minx to the near deserted car park. With a cartoon-type-heart pumping in double time through his shirt and jumper, he bolted back to the unimpressive entrance. Standing squarely by the door, was the same porter. With outstretched arms and up-turned palms his way had been effectively blocked. The porter was not a big man compared to Ricky, but unflinchingly and in an accent, which was somewhere between his native soft Geordie and his adopted north of Ireland, he said, ‘Now then son, what’s the hurry? Where do you think you’re off to, eh?’
‘My wife. My wife is on the verge of giving birth, I need to be with her. For goodness sake man, get out of my way. What, what are you playing at? Who are you anyway?’
‘Now look son. Look at me.’ He placed a hand against Ricky’s chest and continued. ‘Look son, I know what you’re going through. Sure, I’ve been through this half a dozen times myself. I can tell you, that that’s no place for a young fella. And anyway, it’s policy.’
At six foot two Ricky towered over this jobs-worth. With patience evaporated he interrupted the sermon. ‘Policy? For fucks sake my wife’s about to give birth – our first – and you’re talking policy.’ The porter, now with both his hands on Ricky’s shoulders, gently rotated him and quietly forwarded a confused, soon to be a father, towards the waiting room. He patted Ricky’s back saying. ‘Son – let me tell you, you’ve no call to be down there. Women’s work I call it. Just you sit tight, and wait for the call. They know what they’re doing. Just be patient son. Deep breathing will help.’
Ricky, by now rendered speechless had succumbed to reality; there was no way through. The porter with a wry smile, or as Ricky wondered, a sneer, had turned away. Almost immediately though he had popped his head back through the door, saying. ‘Son – can I make you a cup of tea or something; yes, no?...Afraid I’ve nothing stronger.’
Ricky answered with a sideways shake of the head.
Pacing the floor, he closed his ears. He sat down, he stood up. He flicked through out-of-date magazines. He continually poked his head outside of the door to sight along a deserted corridor. No visible signs of life, just voices; voices of labour, pangs of birth-giving. He just wanted Phyllis’s turmoil to be replaced by the cry of his newborn baby.
It was an eyrie feeling. Ricky worried as scenario after scenario flashed through his mind. If only he had had someone, anyone, to share his concerns with. Well; anyone other than that fat porter bloke; friggin’ jobsworth. His inner rant was aborted as voices once again emanated from the labour room.
‘Now, now dear, don’t you be fretting. We’ll call your hubby in when your wee one’s all ready and presentable. What’s your husband’s name, dear?’
‘Ric—no, no. Ricardo.’ Phyllis had hardly finished when another instruction was issued.
‘Come on Mrs Cardinali, you’re nearly there – just another push. Yes, come on dear, this is it’
The surroundings in which he had been ‘confined’ didn’t exactly offer much in the way of home comforts. The décor was dour, industrial. Walls of pale green scored by the backs of uncomfortable yet well used wooden chairs. The naked ceiling light-tube created an ambience more akin to a condemned cell as opposed to an area soon to be celebrating the beginning of a life. He lit another cigarette. He stubbed it out.
Finally, at twelve fifteen a.m. their son entered the world. It had been a difficult enough birth. The midwife – a quietly spoken lady with warmth that radiated – explained to a joyous and much relieved Ricky the aspects of the process which had just taken place. It was the abridged version.
She shook his hand while advising him to ‘go easy’ explaining that his wife was exhausted. Phyllis though, had different thoughts. Father was introduced to son. An immediately proud Ricky was rendered speechless. Tears followed the contours of a creased face as a joyous father suddenly voiced a preference for Curtis as the name for his firstborn.
He explained to a somewhat bleary wife that it would be in acknowledgment of Phyllis’s maiden name. While his communiqué had gained some credence the nurse in attendance turned and quietly voiced her experienced opinion.
‘Oh no Mister Cardinali, it’s traditional over here for a firstborn boy to be called after its father.’
Ricky frowned, turned towards her and smiled thinly. Privately, he scoffed. Then after a moment, and bending over her, he said in barely a whisper, ‘Umm, I don’t think so love, sorry, nurse. Over here, as you say, I’ve been dogged with Ricky all my life. Hate that name. Ricardo – that’s me. Of Italian stock but born and bred, here. So no thank you.’
Realising that her great font of knowledge was not to be utilised on this occasion the nurse diplomatically smiled while busying herself. Meanwhile, Phyllis, who had picked up on the tête-à-tête, covered her mild embarrassment with a tentative smile while delivering a shrug of her shoulders towards the petite nurse.
After a further moment of reflection Phyllis turned back to Ricky. Her smile had altered into warm grin. Stretching out her hand, she said, ‘Actually R-i-c-c-a-r-d-o; I quite like it. I…I, really do. But hey honey, let’s take the wee man’s life one step at a time. I can hear your cogs turning.’ After a brief pause, Phyllis took up the conversation, ‘Ricky love, maybe he will get signed for Spurs. Hey, maybe he’ll be a teacher of physics, classics or something equally highbrow, or maybe... just maybe, he’ll become an ordinary lad, a fitter, joiner or even, a lorry driver.’ As Ricky left for the night, Phyllis turned to her feeding bundle. Smiling, she said, ‘Hello Curtis. Curtis Cardinali, welcome to the world. Welcome to our community
. If only your Umbrian grandparents could see us now.’
Chapter 3 : The Early Years
For Phyllis and Ricardo the Cardinali scrap-books and albums were crammed with every conceivable twist and turn of their son’s growing up. They contained a meticulous record of his early years as well as the obligatory post-birth gallery: his Christening, those first steps, his first Holy Communion, his Confirmation, and every birthday...
Curtis’s memories however, remained random. For example; the memory of his first day at school differed somewhat from that of his parents. The adventure of travelling with his father in the cab of his lorry would he a high-light forever engraved. It seemed to him that back then father and son had shared every available living moment; proud father and adoring son, mother always on hand…Conversely at the age of ten, Curtis’s life took a cruel turn. The detail of the incident, burned into his very soul.
When she’d discovered she was pregnant, Phyllis had given up a senior wages clerk position at the town’s largest employer. She had been on their payroll since leaving school during the war. She’d been careful and saved as much as she could during her years there. Whilst it was no fortune it nevertheless allowed her a significant financial breathing space to bring up their son, and at the same time run the family home.
A delivery driver, Ricky had been employed at the same factory for less than a couple years when they met. After a whirlwind romance they had married in 1948. Two years further on and Curtis had appeared. Whilst one wage supplemented with child benefit left them comfortable, it remained a no frills lifestyle.
The troubled factory had been forced into a ‘hand-to-mouth’ existence. Therefore it came as no surprise, except perhaps to the shop stewards that a further round of redundancies would sweep through an unproductive workforce. Ricky Cardinali had been scooped up in the round. The Cardinali’s domestic security turned on his head. It was after yet another unsuccessful run of job applications and a fast depreciation of their joint redundancy packages that Phyllis, together with younger sister Margaret, scrambled together a family rescue plan.